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Love ya,
Danielle

Okay So...SPEEDY RECOVERY NEEDED *Prayers Please!!*

Okay, for those who don't yet know, John Cena [[a.k.a. MY OBSESSION]] was injured yesterday at a house show..I AM SOOOO UPSET!!!! He's a fighter though, as you can see by the photo, he walked himself out, as opposed to being carried out on a stretcher..[[That's my boy!!]]

I only want the best for him, and as of right now his return back to action is being evaluated on a "day-to-day" basis...I just hope that it's not too serious, and that he's fully healed by WRESTLEMANIA!!!! I totally got my ticket just for him!! [[GOD please do me this favor, I've waited for Wrestlemania for 9 years!! PLEASE let my favorite be there!!!! - Sincerely, DANIELLE]]

For more information, visit following links, and watch the viedo of him addressing fans right after the injury..=((

http://www.wwe.com/shows/raw/articles/16675386/16702286

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PTcq-K1Rglo

So, to my friends, I ask you, PLEASE pray for him. I really need him to recover quickly, and even though we have no control over it, I beliebe that prayer will help.

I love you John!! Please do your best to return to us ASAP!!

Later Guys, gotta go freak out more!!
Danielle

SONG OF THE MOMENT:

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!!

To all!! I love each and every one of you!! And I couldn't have had a better Christmas, went to the Justin Bieber concert (yeah, AND?!) [[I got the Bieber Fever, and he was PHENOMENAL]]..

Anyway, got to do that and got a lot of other amazing stuff, like Smackdown! vs. RAW 2011, pics coming soon!! =))

Hope everyone has a great, safe, happy, love, joy and peace-filled holiday! Be safe!

Danielle

SONG OF THE MOMENT:  JINGLE BELLS!!!!

I just don't get it....

I just can't let it go..no matter how hard I try...I just can't seem to let this last boyfriend/relationship go...it doesn't help that he's one of the kid's brothers at the daycare where I work..so every now and then he comes to get him..and then its just one of those awkward moments where niether one of us really knows what to say..most of the time he'll say something to the effect of  "it was good seeing you.." and to be honest after how all of this unfolded..I'm thinking "fuck off" everytime he says that..RUDE -- I know..but I can't help it..anyway..just another emotional/helpless/confused rant...I just wonder...when someone will see some kind of worth in me..I have so much to give..

SONG OF THE MOMENT:  Avril Lavigne - I'm With You

Blaahhh...Ready for the Holidays...

Woke up feeling sick today...bleckkk...hate it..still went to work though..gotta make that money..you know what I'm saying?? LOL j/k

Anyway...SO Happy that Cena got "re-hired" and like I said, couldn't be prouder of him for winning "Superstar of the Year," two years in a row!! I Love You John!! You are truly AMAZING. So glad that a majority of the WWE Universe still sees what I see in that man, sheer greatness and brilliance.

Other than getting my tickets for RAW after Wrestlemania..[[YAY!!]] it's been same old same old lately..not really been up to much..sorry I haven't checked in for a bit thought...hope you're all doing well..and I love you!!

So tell me guys...what EXACTLY do you want for Christmas this year??


SONG OF THE MOMENT:  Nickelback  -  Burn it to the Ground  [[Current WWE RAW Theme Song]]

And I'm like, FORGET YOU....

I absolutely L-O-V-E this song...it's original artist is Cee-Lo Green, but I love Gwyneth Paltrow and the GLEE Cast's cover of it...anyway, I'm sure EVERYBODY has some guy or girl we all feel this way about sooner or later in our lives...

I see you drivin round town with the guy I love


And I'm like, forget you

I guess the change in my pocket Wasn't enough

I'm like, forget you and forget him too



Said, if I was richer, I'd still be with ya

Huh, now ain't that some sh.. (Ain't that some sh..)

And although there's pain in my chest

I still wish you the best with a

Forget you



Yeah I'm sorry, I can't afford a Ferrari,

But that don't mean I can't get you there

I guess she's an Xbox and I'm more an Atari,

Mmm, but the way you play your game ain't fair



I pity the fool that falls in love with you

(Ooo, she's a gold digger)

Well

(Just thought you should know it)

Ooooooh

I've got some news for you

Yeah, go run and tell your little girlfriend



I see you drivin round town with the guy I love

And I'm like, forget you

I guess the change in my pocket wasn't enough

I'm like, forget you and forget him too



Said, if I was richer, I'd still be with ya

Now ain't that some sh.. (Ain't that some sh..)

And although there's pain in my chest

I still wish you the best with a

Forget you



Now I know, that I had to borrow,

Beg and steal and lie and cheat

Trying to keep ya, trying to please ya

Cause being in love with your face ain't cheap



I pity the fool that falls in love with you

(Ooo, she's a gold digger)

Well

(Just thought you should know it)

Ooooooh

I've got some news for you

Oo, I really hate you right now



I see you drivin round town with the guy I love

And I'm like, forget you

I guess the change in my pocket wasn't enough

I'm like, forget you and forget him too



Said, if I was richer, I'd still be with ya

Huh, now ain't that some sh.. (Ain't that some sh..)

And although there's pain in my chest

I still wish you the best with a

Forget you


Now baby, baby, baby, why d'you wanna wanna hurt me so bad?

(So bad, so bad, so bad)

I tried to tell my mamma but she told me

"This is one for your dad"

(Your dad, your dad, your dad)

(Uh!) Why? (Uh!) Why? (Uh!)

Why baby? (Uh!) I love you

I still love you

Oooh!



I see you drivin round town with the guy I love

And I'm like, forget you (Forget you)

I guess the change in my pocket wasn't enough

I'm like, forget you and forget him too



Said, if I was richer, I'd still be with ya

Huh, now ain't that some sh.. (Ain't that some sh..)

Although there's pain in my chest

I still wish you the best with a

Forget you


Love y'all
Danielle

So....

I told you guys I kinda..reinvented myself...;)))) So..now you get to see...=)))) Yep, I did it. At 20 years old, and damn well grown enough to make my decisions, I've decided to dye my hair..and well, I did.




Yes, I went blue and purple. Why? I love the colors, it's bold, funky and fresh, and gives me the edge I've been looking to add to/for myself, and it's something you NEVER would have seen me do 5 years ago..and that's why I did it.



I LOVE the way my hair turned out, and a couple of things:



For the LOVERS: THANK YOU!!!! I really appreciate it if you share my sentiments..and y'all actually realize that my hair does not change me, as a person, my views on things or who I am.



For the HATERS/NAYSAYERS: Well...only two words to say: Fuck You. I could care less what you think, and if you don't like it..and just realize that if you are one of those people, I care less about your opinion than I do for the color pink..and that's a pretty tough cookie to beat..anyway like I said, screw off if you don't like it, you don't like, DON'T comment..



Everything else - - Had a pretty decent week off to finish up my Christmas shopping tomorrow ..working on some stuff for Dru...as well as going to see a play..as for the rest of the weekend, it's a BIG, FAT Toss-Up!!.. **SHOUTOUT to Chris for having my back this week..LOVE YA Dude!!!!** <3 [[**Hopes Chris likes her hair**]] ;))



Until later, peace, and I LOVE Y'ALL.

Danielle



SONG OF THE MOMENT:  Don't Stop Believin' - Journey

It's a very, very MAD WORLD....

"All around me are familiar faces
Worn out places
Worn out faces
Bright and early for the daily races
Going no where
Going no where
And their tears are filling up their glasses
No expression
No expression
And in my head I want to drown my sorrow
No tomorrow
No tomorrow

And I find it kind of funny
I find it kind of sad
The dreams in which im dying
Are the best i've ever had
And I find it hard to tell you
I find it hard to take
When people run in circles
Its a very, very.. mad world.. mad world..

Children waiting for the day they feel good
Happy birthday
Happy birthday
Made to feel the way that every child should
Sit and listen
Sit and listen
Went to school and I was very nervous
No one knew me
No one knew me
Hello teacher, tell me what's my lesson
Look right through me
Look right through me

And I find it kind of funny
I find it kind of sad
And the dreams in which I'm dying
Are the best I've ever had
I find it hard to tell you
I find it hard to take
When people run in circles
It's a very, very.. mad world.. mad world..
Mad World
Mad World"

SELF EXPLANTORY. I fuckin' LOVE this song....

SONG OF THE MOMENT: Gary Jules/Adam Lambert - Mad World

REEE-VAMP!!

Yeaahhh..pretty much self explantory...I felt like doing a revamp today, with a darker look than before. I REALLY like it, let me know what you guys think!!

Other than the obvious revamp on the title page, expect more content to come within the blog too...stay tuned ;))

I LOVE you all!! Check in tomm..that's really all I've got for you guys today...;P

Danielle

SONG OF THE MOMENT:  Mariah Carey  - We Belong Together

Had a pretty good weekend...

Had an AWESOME Thanksgiving dinner with the family, and realized I do have so much more to be thankful for than I previously thought.
(SORRY it's late but HAPPY THANKSGIVING TO YOU ALL, I LOVE YOU!!!!)

Went ahead and did, (and survuved) Black Friday..going 28 HOURS with no sleep is not fun...and I advise against it...LOL but I had fun, we got a lot of stuff done..so yeah..

Got a surprise soon for y'all...pics coming soon, so you can see what I mean....;))))

On the right path to losing weight..hopefully all goes well - - - gotta lose 25 pounds by March (so I look good going to Vegas ( AND WRESTLEMANIA 27) for my 21st Birthday - - maybe I'll snag me a man...LOL

Hope you all had a blessed holiday, and I want you all to know I feel that I am SOOOOOOOOOO blessed to have you all in my life, I wouldn't trade y'all for the world!!!! I will take this time now, to make it known that I wish and hope that you all pray for my Uncle Raymond, as he starts his Chemotherapy and Radiation tomorrow, we're of course praying that everything goes well. Also, to pray for my best friend Elizabeth, shes been really sick lately, and I just want her to get better and back to feeling like her old self. Thanks in advance for any prayers that I recieve. It is greatly appreicated more than you could ever know.

I'll check in soon guys, until then, I LOVE YOU ALL. Be safe and may God bless you all.

Danielle

SONG OF THE MOMENT:  Adam Lambert - Whataya Want from Me?

Had a DAMN GOOD weekend!!!!

[Of course I HAD to stand next to Evan, hehehehe ;)]

[I made that for him and he signed it!! =)) Even spelled my name right, I was SOOOO happy!!]

[TOP LEFT: Brie Bella, TOP RIGHT: Nikki Bella,

BOTTOM LEFT: Ricky Steamboat, BOTTOM RIGHT: Evan Bourne]

Got to meet (and get autographs from) Evan Bourne, Ricky "The Dragon" Steamboat and The Bella Twins!!!! SOOOOOOO Much fun!! My friends and I had a blast, and I also got my WRESTLEMANIA 27 tickets, got a new phone, as well as got to see MEGAMIND today!!

All in all I'd say things went pretty smoothly...only thing left for me to do is find a damn man...I swear there's gotta be an ideal out there for me...I just know it some days, and others I feel as if I'm just dreaming..and I've lost all hope..

I hope things start looking up soon, [[PRAYING FOR MY UNCLE RAY]] 
I ask that anyone who reads this, and is religious, will pray for him as well.
My extended thanks.

I love you all, and I'm very blessed to have the friends and family I have.
Blog ya later...

Danielle

SONG OF THE MOMENT:  Miley Cyrus - The Climb

Blogging In....

Sorry it's been a while guys, checking in now, been busy with a lot of shit..anyway...happenings lately...some people I know have gone stir crazy (I'll keep identities classified, as you never know who's reading your shit out there...) but trust me...bitch is bipolar and all of the above....

Um..let's see, feeling better, and looking forward to getting my WRESTLMANIA 27 TICKETS!!!! ON sale this Saturday!!! For those who don't know, I live in Atlanta, and Wrestlemania is coming here next year!! OMFG, I can't wait!! [*prayingigetaticket---keepyourfingerscrossed*]

In other news, I've since decided to transform myself into a "bad girl" if you will...I'm what you call a Rihanna in the making a "good girl gone bad" -- I've realized that acting innocent, like a goody goody, a good girl, and being nice to people is getting me nowhere..so I'm doing me. I ain't worrying about anyone but myself [familyandfriendsincludedofcourse] but the resty of everyone in the world who I DON'T affiliate myself with can Fuck Off!!

Yes, you just read that correctly. That is all for now, hope you all have a good night, and good week ahead.
If you don't like what I'm saying, get the hell off this page. Thanks.

[[OH and I've got a new picture, as you can see above..just made it today, from rihanna's new GENIUS song "Only Girl in the World" ----- Any takers?? C'mon, someone out there's gotta be able to make ME feel like I'm  THE ONLY GIRL IN THE WORLD....I'll be waiting...]]

SONG(S) OF THE MOMENT:   Rihanna - Good Girl Gone Bad // Jason Derulo - Ridin' Solo

Blah Bleh Blechk...

Title pretty much sums it up...this is the 3rd day of work I've missed in a month due to throwing up or some other ailment...getting REALLY sick of this shit...I have no insurnace, so I can't go to the doctor, so I'm stuck toughing it out, unfortunately...on the plus side, I am happy that JOHN CENA [plug] won the Unified Tag-Team Championships last night...however, that partner's gotta go if ya feel me....

On that note, happy for Cena, as I always will be, but I feel like T total shit....
So...what else is new lately?!

**[ONE MORE PLUG: Gotta give a special shoutout and thanks to my AWESOME friends Jackie, Chris, Dru and Tara for sticking by me and always making me feel better on one of those suckass days, I love y'all, you ROCK!!!! <3]**

I love you guys, try to check in soon.

SONG OF THE MOMENT:  Ray J - One Wish

Self Explanatory....

So yeah..this new post pretty much explains itself and how I'm feeling at this point in my life right now...

SONG OF THE MOMENT:  3 Doors Down - When I'm Gone

Feeling like f*ckin shit....

I just can't win for f*ckin losing...Went home today from work...throwing up. I don't know what the hell is going on, I still feel like shit now, still queasy, all of that crap...(and no I can't be pregnant, I haven't done anything like that fot like a year..) I know I made a mistake today when I ate the daycare center food...they had some kind of BBq chicken..and I know I shouldn't have eaten it because when it came in I noticed it smelled funny//but neverhteless I did anyway...NOT my best idea. But I had to eat, I had nothing else to eat for lunch today. However, none of the kids got sick from it, so I'm guessing my other option is to go with the recent stomach virus that's been going around..someone had it up there as recently as last week. So thanks, thanks for giving me this awful virus, and failing to mention that it was going to cause me to throw up everything and every time I eat...I threw up some in the classroom, and my kids were like..."ohh..umm..Ms. Danielle, are you okay??" I felt so bad, I just told them to bug off and go play..even though their caring means so much to me. I love them so much, and I see that they love me and that's really only what's keeping me there as of late. Why the hell is everything going to SHIT lately?! I really hope that this is a trial of God and that it gets over soon...this shit is starting to mess with my head...I'll try and check in tomm., provided I'm feeling better....UUGGGHHH..

SONG OF THE MOMENT:  Last Resort - Papa Roach

Starting to see some POSITIVE rays of light...

I did a lot of thinking today, and I've realized it's not the end of the world (my recent break-up), and took a good quote from an old Christina Aguilera song that I've taken to heart, and that's made me realize that things happen and if we are meant to be it'll happen. "they say if you love something, let it go. if it comes back it's yours, that's how you know, it's for keeps and it's for show." I took her words to heart and actually had a pretty good day today, that also with the support of you guys (Jackie, Dru, Chris) has helped drastically alter my outlook and attitude as of today....let's hope this mentality sticks *crosses fingers* I LOVE YOU GUYS!! I'll check it tomorrow..until then, goodnight, I am whooped.

SONG OF THE MOMENT:  Pink - So What

Heading to bed..Oh Boy, ANOTHER fun filled day at work...

Don't get me wrong..I LOVE my kids at the daycare, they make everything worth while, but as of late, I question the women I work with, some days, I'm just miserable...and with everything piled on top of everything lately..it's just..too much...crazy...I just hope I can do it..because I'm just needing this next weekend to hurry up...I love guys, and I love you Lord my savior, you are great. I'll check in tomm...

SONG OF THE MOMENT: Shontelle - Impossible

Well...Another Saturday...

Just figured I get up and at least get out and do something so I'm not feeling so pathetic towards myself..I've just been down A LOT these past few days, and come to think about it, this whole week has SUCKED..

Gonna go get a pair of jeans...and maybe a party later, that's all I got going on today..but at least it's something. My best friend invited me to spend time with her and her boyfriend, and I love her, but as you can imagine, I don't want to be around ANY of that shit right now...sometimes, or rather all the time I just can't help but question when it's gonna get better..hopefully soon, because I just can't take much more..

Heading to bed...

Just thought I'd check in for a minute before I go to bed. Thank goodness tomorrow is payday..I'm so broke..and I'm just gonna have to suck it up and go to work tomorrow and work with all of the fake people and situations I face each day...hopefully I'll make it through because I've felt like nothing but T total shit these past few days..pray for me guys, I REALLY need it. I'll check in tomorrow, Love you guys. <3

SONG OF THE MOMENT:  Papa Roach - Scars

So, I've come to the conclusion....

That happiness was always meant to elude me, and probably always will. I can't bring myself to accept that though, and really don't feel that I should have to on one end..and on the other, part of me is saying "You're worth nothing Danielle, and failure is just imminent in your life."

I say all of this because the last few days, months, years of my life even have just seemed to reak nothing but havoc for me. I REALIZED that EVERYTHING and I mean EVERYTHING, is taken from me one way or the other.

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Yesterday, my boyfriend, of 4 months (we've known each other for 2 1/2 years as friends, he's one of the kid's at my daycare's older brothers) broke up with me yesterday. I don't hate him though. While everyone feels that I should. He said he couldn't drag it on anymore because he's recently started a roofing business with his dad in Alabama, and he's gonna be expanding to other states soon and he didn't want to hurt me. He said he already never gets to see me because he's in Alabama and it wasn't fair to me. (I agree. I guess we both thought that we could do it and we'd find some way to work all this shit out, and it just can't be done right now, but we wanted to be possible.) He said he just needs time to figure stuff out in his life, and I respect him for that. He's gonna pursue a degree and the career he wants, and get his life together. He said he doesn't want to be working until he's 65, he wants to be successful while he's young and worry about the family and everything else later.

And I can't help but respect him because he didn't want to hurt me. Long story short, we're still friends, and will hopefully remain that way, but he just doesn't have the time for a relationship right now in his life.

The thing is, I wanted it so bad, and he did too, and niether one of us want it to be this way, but sometimes things have to work themselves out. And we have to do that without the relationship between the two of us in our lives right now.


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I just hope that in the future, he still wants to try it, he said when and if he gets to that point in his life he'd be more than willing to give it another try, just not right now. I understand. And I'll pray for that day.

I say that everything is taken from me, because it's true:

*My childhood with my dad was taken from me (I've only known him in adulthood, but I am thankful)
*My mom was taken from me when I was 16
*Cena was taken from me, from Liz, when he got married, I wanted that so damn bad, and now I can never have that either.
*One of my best friends and I just stopped talking to and am no longer friends with due to a fight, in which the last words he said to me were "F*ck You, and F*ck Cena." (I don't understand how you could just blatently disrespect me like that after I've known you for 10 years, I've never said ANYTHING like that to him.)
*And the relationship that I thought I'd have for the rest of my life just ended..there's no guarantee that we'll ever get back together, and I'm an emotional train wreck.

I just feel like yeah, Danielle, you're not supposed to be happy. Get used to it...FML